Kristian Michail
Role: Founder of Simulations, Personal Development Coach, Spiritual Mentor
Met Date: Prior to March 2024
Last Interaction: 2025-06-22
Contact Information
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Personal Background
- Age: 30 years old (as of 2025)
- Ethnicity: Greek and Italian heritage
- Spiritual Journey: Became Christian at age 30 through studying prophecy after October 7th, 2023 Gaza events
- Name Revelation: "Son of God — Protector of Man — Who is like the Lord" (Kristian Alexander Michail)
- Company: Founder of "Simulations" - innovative conversational consciousness format
- Involved in men's personal development and spiritual work
- Has experience with shadow work and somatic healing practices
- Connected to underground men's development circles and retreats
- Knowledgeable about tantric principles and energy work
- Has gone through significant personal transformation around sexuality and relationships
Areas of Expertise
- Simulations Methodology: Revolutionary conversational consciousness format superior to podcasts
- Character Archetype Work: Identifying limiting character patterns and transformational identities
- Identity Discovery: Guiding individuals to discover their authentic spiritual calling and purpose
- Shadow Work: Deep experience with processing repressed emotions and trauma
- Men's Circles: Volunteer work with established men's development programs (50+ years running)
- Somatic Therapy: Understanding of body-based healing and energy movement
- Relationship Dynamics: Sophisticated framework for understanding sexual/spiritual integration
- Personal Transformation: Experience with processing shame, trauma, and developing authentic masculinity
Simulations Methodology
Format Innovation
Beyond Podcasts: Kristian describes his approach as "a whole new format of conversational consciousness" that is "better than podcasts" which he sees as "boring" and "the same contrived garbage."
Structured Process: The methodology involves:
- Context Setting: Understanding current life situation and work
- Challenge Identification: Exploring what's blocking or challenging the person
- Character Analysis: Identifying both limiting and empowering archetypes
- Simulation Experience: Guided visualization and identity exploration
- Integration: Crystallizing insights into actionable identity and vision
Philosophy
Anti-Simulation Paradox: Kristian uses the term "simulation" to help people distinguish between what's fake in their world so they can become more real:
"Simulations is a paradox. It's meant to have you question what's fake about your world, so you can get real. Simulating may appear fake, but it's a real as reality gets."
Transformational Outcomes
- Identity clarification and spiritual calling discovery
- Character archetype shifts from limiting to empowering patterns
- Vision crystallization for life purpose and work
- Integration of spiritual and professional identities
Philosophical Perspectives
Sexuality and Spirituality Integration
- Believes in processing sexual shadow rather than suppressing it
- Views sexual fantasies and urges as opportunities for deeper self-understanding
- Advocates for men's work as essential for healthy relationships with women
- Emphasizes importance of working through issues with men rather than trying to resolve them in romantic relationships
Dating and Partnership Philosophy
- Quality Standards: Advocates for saying no to non-aligned opportunities
- Marriage-Worthy Criteria: "If I was to accidentally have a child with this woman, like that's like the benchmark"
- Divine Partnership: Believes in trusting God to provide the right partner rather than settling
- Self-Love Connection: Views relationship dissatisfaction as mirror of incomplete self-love
Spiritual Growth and Manifestation
- God-Centered Approach: Strong emphasis on divine guidance in personal development
- Feeling-Based Discernment: Prioritizes heart connection and intuition over intellectual analysis
- Mystery and Faith: Values maintaining faith in God's ability to provide perfect matches and opportunities
- Present-Moment Readiness: Emphasizes importance of genuinely feeling ready for what you're seeking
Spiritual Background and Awakening
Name Prophecy and Identity
Divine Name Revelation: At age 30, Kristian realized his full name carries prophetic meaning:
- Kristian: "Son of God"
- Alexander: "Protector of Man"
- Michail: "Who is like the Lord"
- Full Meaning: "Son of God — Protector of Man — Who is like the Lord"
"My whole life now shows a clear journey of me coming back home to God. My name is Kristian. That's my prophecy. That is my destiny."
Spiritual Awakening Journey
Catalyst Event: October 7th, 2023 Gaza conflict prompted deep study of religious prophecy Study Focus: Discovered that 35% of Old and New Testament consists of prophecy Family Background: Greek and Italian heritage with traditional church attendance for ceremonies but not active faith practice Parents' Intent: Named Kristian for beauty and strength, not explicitly religious reasons
Divine Orchestration Recognition:
"I don't think they chose it for Christ at that time. But God works in mysterious ways... it's been absolute medicine realizing that truth."
Key Insights and Teachings
Shadow Work Process
- Advocates for going "deep into the shadow, saw the source of why it was there"
- Believes processing shame and judgment around sexual fantasies leads to freedom
- Uses men's retreats and circles for somatic energy release
- Views shadow exploration as God's way of healing through temporary discomfort
Relationship Readiness Framework
"The second I declare I am ready and feel it to be true, God actually gives the thing over. It's just that when I feel I'm not ready then I attract these other people, other circumstances that also reverberate back I am not ready."
Manifestation Philosophy
"Any negotiation and doubt and like questioning like yeah she's good here but there's faults there I think that's more of the same energy that you haven't perfectly manifested... it's like a cake in the oven like there's the perfect 10 out of 10 cake right and like I try and bake a cake and it comes out fucking half raw."
Men's Development Work
- Underground Network: Connected to 50-year-old volunteer-based men's development organization
- Initiation Support: Volunteers to support other men's initiation experiences
- Raw Authenticity: Values programs that are "fucking hectic" and authentically challenging
- Safe Container: Emphasizes importance of protected spaces for vulnerable men's work
Notable Conversation Topics (June 22, 2025)
- Processing sexual shadow through app exploration and men's retreats
- Framework for divine partnership and relationship readiness
- Critique of settling for "miscreations" vs. waiting for perfect manifestations
- Importance of processing emotions (anger, fear) around unmet desires
- Connection between self-love capacity and quality of relationships manifested
Connection to Gary Sheng
- Primary Spiritual Mentor: Conducted transformational "Simulation" session that crystallized Gary's core identity and calling
- Identity Architect: Guided Gary's discovery of "God Wave Alchemist" identity through structured character archetype work
- Faith Integration Catalyst: Facilitated Gary's breakthrough in openly embracing and sharing his Christian faith
- Vision Clarification: Helped Gary articulate his calling for faith-based community building and festival creation
- Strategic Relationship: Invited to Gary's professional network (Edge City) as trusted advisor and honorary guest
- Provides ongoing spiritual mentorship and perspective on personal development
- Offers frameworks for understanding relationship dynamics and spiritual growth
- Supports Gary's journey of integrating spiritual principles with personal desires
- Demonstrates sophisticated understanding of masculine development and divine partnership
Teaching Style and Approach
- Non-Directive: "I'm actually not giving you advice, what do you feel?"
- Experience-Based: Shares personal journey and transformation as teaching tool
- Spiritually Grounded: Consistently references God and divine guidance
- Emotionally Intelligent: Skilled at reflecting back patterns and deeper truths
- Somatic Awareness: Emphasizes body-based knowing and energy movement
Transcripts
| Transcript ID | Date | Summary |
|---|---|---|
| 2025-06-22-gary-sheng-kristian-michail-personal-development | 2025-06-22 | Personal development coaching session covering sexuality, dating, and spiritual integration |
| 2024-03-01-gary-sheng-kristian-michail-simulations-crypto-christian-identity | 2024-03-01 | Transformational "Simulation" session where Gary discovered his identity as "God Wave Alchemist" and breakthrough in faith integration |
Interaction History
2024-03-01: First Simulations Session - "Crypto Christian" Identity Discovery
Format: 2.5-hour "Simulation" conversational consciousness session Breakthrough: Gary discovered his core identity as "God Wave Alchemist"
Key Outcomes:
- Guided Gary from "Crypto Christian" identity through "Obedient Alchemist" to ultimate "God Wave Alchemist" calling
- Facilitated Gary's decision to openly share his Christian faith across all networks and with his parents
- Crystallized Gary's vision for God Wave Festival in Tulsa, Oklahoma
- Helped Gary commit to faith-based dating standards and authentic relationship building
- Inspired Gary's reconciliation with former investor he had cut contact with
Kristian's Background Sharing: Revealed his own spiritual awakening story, name prophecy significance, and founding of Simulations company
Immediate Impact: Gary invited Kristian to Edge City Denver, offering to pay all travel expenses as honorary guest
Gary's Assessment:
"I just spent 2.5 hours on a call with Kristian Michail, one of the best most revelatory experiences of my life. I think we just laid out the blueprint for the future of humanity."
2025-06-22: Personal Development Session
Topic: Shadow work, dating philosophy, and divine partnership principles Focus: Gary's relationship challenges and spiritual development around sexuality/spirituality integration
Notes
Kristian represents one of the most transformational relationships in Gary's spiritual and professional development journey. His "Simulations" methodology proved to be a breakthrough catalyst for Gary's identity clarification and calling discovery. The March 2025 session stands as a pivotal moment where Gary transitioned from questioning and hiding his faith to fully embracing his identity as a "God Wave Alchemist" and Christian leader in the technology space.
Kristian's own spiritual awakening story - discovering his name's prophetic meaning at age 30 through prophecy study - created profound resonance with Gary's journey of faith integration. His innovative approach combines deep spiritual wisdom with practical character work, offering a sophisticated alternative to traditional coaching or therapy.
The relationship demonstrates mutual recognition of divine calling and purpose, with both men viewing their connection as orchestrated for kingdom advancement. Kristian's emphasis on distinguishing between authentic spiritual work and performative spirituality aligns perfectly with Gary's mission to create genuine faith-based communities in the technology and cultural domains.