Thank God For Showing Me Fake Christianity

I needed to see the counterfeit before I could recognize the real thing.

Thank you, God, for this year of awakening. For letting me taste fake Christianity up close so I could develop discernment before building a ministry around your name.

Thank you for showing me that some of my closest so-called Christian friends would sell their country out for a political seat of power any day of the week.

Thank you for putting me in rooms where I could witness Satan's machinery at work. Vatican City—cardinals more concerned with politics and money than holiness. White House faith leader summits where half the presentation was devoted to convincing Christians we must back the nation state of Israel because "the Bible says so." Holocaust memorial galas where Black civil rights leaders performed for donors while staying silent about Gaza genocide.

I watched Van Jones and other black leaders shuck and jive for sheckles. Check their X accounts—they'll talk about "providing food aid" to Gaza but never call it what it is. Genocide. Ethnic cleansing. Mass murder funded by American tax dollars and blessed by American pastors.

The pattern became clear. These aren't dumb people. They're paid to be dumb. A part of me was tempted to join them—take the money, play the game, optimize for access over truth. The rooms were intoxicating. The opportunities real.

But God, you let me see behind the curtain first. Trump's Christianity is satanic Christianity. Any Christianity that endorses sex trafficking, covers for war crimes, or calls genocide self-defense is not following Christ. It's using Christ's name to serve other masters.

The cancer of Satanic Christianity has really metasticized over the past 50 years. Evangelical leaders have built an "Armageddon lobby" that wants nuclear war to bring Jesus back faster. They've infiltrated the military, converted 200,000 recruits annually, and convinced pastors to advise presidents on end-times prophecy while pushing for policies that fulfill apocalyptic scenarios.

Their false interpretation of Revelation has led them to support ethnic cleansing in Gaza and beyond because they think it will trigger the rapture. That's not Christianity. That's a death cult wearing a cross.

God, thank you for showing me this before I monetized my faith. Before I built a platform on compromised foundations. Before Satan could use my zeal for evil.

Real Christianity looks different. It tells the truth about power. It protects the innocent. It calls sin by its name, even when that sin wears a flag or quotes scripture. It chooses faithfulness over access, conscience over comfort, obedience over applause.

I'm grateful for every door you have revealed as the entryway to Hell. I'm grateful for you reminding me that every powerful relationship has cost. You have been pruning my path, protecting me from corruption, preparing me to serve you instead of using your name in vain.

Thank you for the wilderness. Thank you for the clarity. Thank you for letting me see the counterfeit so clearly that when the real thing comes, I'll recognize it immediately.

Bless my path as I strive to build on rock instead of Evangelical sand.